Show Me the Way, Please


Just show me the way
To the star at the centre
Of The Milky Way
Where all my knowledge can be turned
Into wisdom one day;

Toward a galaxy swaying its tail
Paddling toward the centre of the universe
The eyes of life watching from there at the progress of love
In the heart of feeling
In the eyes of beholders like us
At a distance from downtown paradise
Where the birds of heaven build their nests;

Let’s go! Would you?
A stony road rougher than the rings of Satan
Yet gods of love raced their chariots there
Till their hearts broken
Under the wheels of goddesses
Silence is the music of mornings
Time snows there into ice beds
All crystallized lovers calmly shine in starlight
Along the horizons;
The space is vast!

Through those scenes
Along the lines of golden trees forming the roof of paradise
An’ the statues of the greatest days an’ the sweetest nights,
The light from life radiating;
No! That’s not my destination!
No!

Old – hated to be old
Go brakeless to the goal Death
Death – hated to be dead
A coffin per tree
Decoration – but not decorating the Death in black robe
For his total score;

Celebrating the meanings of death
I worship my own religion
I live my own beliefs an’ delusions!
Death – a needed function at all in the evolutionary Process?!
Did the Almighty consider:
There must be death just before a man grows wisdom?!
 There must be sadness just before lovers understand each other?
Fossilised dilemmas thawed & reincarnated
Filled a head fooled

Love, full moon evening!
If you and me
To last forever, not just the sad memory;
Though not lasting forever both of us,
The universe staying here to weep
An’ the earth will keep
Some of the vapours of our fleshes
Both in the air an’ oceans!
The rivers of life will keep flowing
An’ the springs of love too!

Sort of -
Dancing water in active volcanic lake
Geothermal not receding
For now, wisdom can only keep the lid open
Pressure zero-sum? yet to fix the fire
Desire is blind
A clam dealing with diamonds as sharp edges cut
A heart that harbours love!

Is that flesh being longed for?
Or is it the skin on which beauty resides?
Who are you beautiful to have occupied a heart?
Do you know what I am as a living man?
Whoever damned to be with the same destination o’ life is more than extraordinary?
I live with my delusion!
I go with my head forwarded to this direction!
Wherever a centrifugal wind changes, may I change too?
I guess the fragrance coming from you!

In the growing toughness o’ world 
Need the lifespan o’ two hundred years
To fulfil, to satisfy;
Compensating the longer struggles
Need to love more  
Wish I die before everyone yet
Selfishly!

Wisdom is found in silence
So is sadness
So is me, imbalance

Show me the way to the summit  
In the centre of existence
Where my wisdom can be turned into freedom
From agonies
Intrigue an’ intricacy, infinities